Jake

7/21/26

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYP1CFr_QLo 7/18/2026

So what happened since I met Vance to change me so drastically into almost seeming like a well functioning "normal" individual? I didn't really mean to change at first and would likely have not changed had I not met him. It was something about the community in that game that changed me. I discovered a side of myself, in which I realized how competent I am. The lovers I have now recognize that. I'm trying not to give numbers though because some of them don't like that, but can you really blame me? All the things I said with Vance is true with them as well. They have different ways of signalling to me, each that seems to reflect their own distinctive personalities. That's all I'm gonna say. If you've heard me talk about what it's like with Vance, then you now know how good I'm getting it.